Fake

Everything seems so fake here.Or am I trying to view everything around me through cracked glasses, giving me a blurred view.I happened to come across this saying "Honest rudeness is better than untruthful poilteness" a few weeks back in a local newspaper.It sounded cool then but only yesterday I realised how harsh it was,either ways.
I have been trying long to bring in my ways,my thinking and my ideas into my workspace and also football field.Its too late to realise that I was attacking mindsets of my teammates and just to mention I failed terribly again.As an analogy, worldspace couldn't take off well simply because the concept of paid radio is something which a common Indian could never relate to.They've been following a streamlined process for years and shaking their belief in it is impossible, as I found out.
It suxxxx.I am confused and I do not know what to do.I want to give up and probably thats what I am going to do.So will my new job give me enough time to blog thats a question I have to ponder over.